FHE

So far I'm not a great family home evening group leader . I'm bossy boring old and impatient how can i make this fhe a success if everybody thinks I'm uptight and boring . Was i so annoying it will be a miracle if I can make friends. also are attendance was like fifty percent that feels like an F too me . I don't know what to do knock on their door every Monday and ask them to come how annoying would that be ? Look the most fun I had FHE was definitely in Corvallis at institute . i mean there so many people and pool and ping pong and other actives and food and dozens of cool people not freshmen who hate each other . and after wards people watch movies or go to open mike night at artsy bars for heavens sake. its just so cool there how can give them something cool . plus people keep telling me how i should do in a non friendly advice way at least it feels like that. maybe they are friendly. man until I came here I thought people would tell me what they were really thinking but no apparently in some cultures no one says any thing they are really thinking till they want explode and because no body else is talking I'm bottling up too. ...... deep breaths slow and count and release breathing deep and slow is so is not just for pregnant people trust me i am not pregnant and it keeps me sane